sigh

sat with ck on the bus today. iris and lixian was at the back, too squeezy. -makes face. his legs can actually fit in. haha >< think it's the first and last time we'll sit tgh. school's like ending. there were no jokes from ck today ): so iris and i were entertaining him with fuzzywazzy and maremarejumpoverwall ! he got it la (: so smart. haha. mornings spent at the grandstand is going t cease t exist soon.

day seemed like a drag. dozed off during chem lect ? iris had t wake me up. THANKYOU. (: we played ball after school (: AND I SHOT IN SOMEMORE BALLS. yayyy! but i was really really really disappointed when people started leaving. and we played for only such a short while. i was itching t play some more. but, ya. if not, i'd have a pretty tan and utmost satisfaction already. but i cldnt show it. sigh. i feel like crying? i want t play somemore !

so i went to simlim with the two elizas. i STILL cannot find the cushionings for shawn, looks like i have t go down t a bigger apple shop. j8 one sucks ? went t visit helaoshi (: (: talked for awhile, and i was like struggling t speak in chinese. and she still said i was fluent? -faints. so embarrassing la! i love helaoshi (: then went t brasbrasah with elizateo! went t artfriend for stuff. haha. i always feel damn artyfarty when i'm in artfriend? and i so totally love being around coloured paper? and i LOVE ribbons (: then we bought some second hand stuff. and i'm officially an owner of my first PERSONAL NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC! (:

a pity it was raining. if not i'd have gone t the library! and the rain was like super heavy, thankyou XIAOSHI for sharing the umbrellla (: we saw this psycho woman when we were walking in the rain. i have NO IDEA why she stuffed so many things down her chest. and she was like begging for money. -.- siao la. she think people see her huge chest will donate t her like that.

someone actually offered me a seat on the mrt? -roars ! it was nice of her la, cuz i was carrying SO many things. but hey, i'm only seventeen!

I'M REALLY FEEELING VERY SAD NOW. STATE OF DEPRESSION. and i was thinking just now, if only. if only the whole class had the same O's grade, we could have stayed tgh and have fun for the next two years, balling, prata-ing, slacking, bridge-ing. and the list goes on.

twentyfive beats saintrockkers. twentyfive is the best class that i've ever been in. i'll miss twentyfive like crazy, i hope we all stay tgh.

haine, do you guys have faith? because i dont.