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dinner on friday was the first time during the week whereby i laughed the most, and the most impt thing was, it came from the heart - heartfelt laughter. thankyou P (: though you will never ever read this. haha.

i'm sorta like at a loss as to what to blog about. huimin's very worried, very worried. i think the main problem still lies in myself. i need to have more self-confidence, i need more discipline and motivation. and i absolutely need to stop thinking so much.

i'm thinking too much! i don't want history to repeat itself. but i can't help it. i don't know what's going on now. mixed signals, and i'm getting confused. but i should focus on what's priority. yeah, i should.

i'm either going to change my add, lock this blog or remove my tagboard. yeah.

ps, and i know my blog's getting boring.