PE!

today was pretty eventful, in my opinion. 25 seems t be getting closer, many people are opening up more, which IS a good thing.

my days left in cj are numbered. i don't suppose i'll be back for the second intake, though it'll be awesome if i'm actually posted back t cj again. because it'll mean i really have an affinity in cj. and i really, really like cj.

today was spent rather lazily and.. iris and I were moping around, due t obvious reasons. the day seemed t be crawling by, there was only ONE lecture. tutorials were a pain in the ass, and majority of us screwed up our bio CA. it's been so long since i actually really did NOT bother about whatever test that was coming up. it just feels that i'm back to... my lazy self again.

jesh was really funny, or rather horny. iris's mouse was violated, tsk. but thankyou anyway, i had a good laugh (: ziluo was victim of the day. too bad you're the only guy out of all the people that take higherchinese. you're officially name pervie goh ziluo. HAHA.

so six people are missing from our class now. four officially withdrawed today. i really do not understand the logic, since they are going t continue t stay in a junior college anyway. but all the best anyway. i'm not really close t any of them, but the pain was there. i felt really sad, it was as though, some part of myself left together with them. imagine the pain and the loss two weeks later, when term 1 will officially come to an end.

PE definitely cheered me up ALOT. i'm still recovering from the after effects of a sprained ankle. so i'm really proud of myself for being able t overcome all the so called obstacle courses. which include running up this steep slope, without any support. :D and WALKING ON THE PARALLEL BEAMS !

i did not think that it'd be so demanding. so when i got up on it for myself, i was.. shocked? i certainly did not expect my legs to wobble so badly. but i made it anyway (: (: superteen was good trng. thank you to all the people who were cheering me on. esp t iris, thank you for your eyes, or rather IRIS ><

i was screaming like nobody's business. and i realised i felt especially SHIOK after that. i had a reason t be screaming, and an excuse to let out all the fucked up emotions that were within. felt SO much better. saw nicholas lying in the rain, just lying down there. there was this irresistable urge t join him. so i went t join him anyway.

i literally tore off my shoes and socks and ran into the rain. okay, half ran. whatever, since i can't run anyway. t think of it, it was the first time i actually played in the rain. splashed water at nicky with my feet, heh. ziluo(little pervie) and jesh(big pervie) were laughing at SOMETHING. which they refused t tell me. argggh. i bet they were laughing at me. BAAAH. they're really corrupted. ahh ! and we took pictures :D we looked like two grown up children having fun in the rain. it was so trouble-free, just for that little while.

i love isaac lim. he's everything i modelled myself t be. he has every quality that i want in myself. he taught me many things that needed t be reinforced again into me, he taught me many things that i will never be able t learn in the textbooks, or from anyone else. he's a really good teacher. and he's also one of the reason, why i'll hurt so bad when i leave cj.

haine <3 will stay strong and tight. we shall not look for any unfounded worries. please dont cry, it makes me wanna cry too. but i really, just can't. i'm always here for all of you. you guys showed me what true happiness is. you guys showed me the meaning of a real and good laughter. each and everyone of you are so special t me.

THREE CHEERS FOR TWENTY FIVE. :D we all made it today. i love you guys really. love love manymany. sigh.

it's going t hurt, it's going t hurt like fuck when i leave cj. when i leave the place, where i found my friends, my happiness and my laughter back. where i improved myself, where i found class spirit, where i found myself.

i'm so so glad i cldnt qualify for sa. i really love cj. <3 because everything that happens, happens for a reason. and i believe, our paths crossed, for a reason.

<3