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i've been in a really bad mood nowadays. i don't know if it's PMS or what, but i'm getting really irritated with the people around me. particularly someone, whom i'm supposed t be close to. and i really cannot take it, and to think i thought i had a good tolerance level. and i feel really bad, cuz i can't stop talking about how irritated i am.

i dont feel close t you two anymore. i don't know. maybe it's like a passing phase, but i don't know you two well t begin with. so i think i'll just wait and see.

i'm like mega mega depressed.
1) i'm leaving cj in a week or so.
2) i said some stuff i should NOT have said.
3) i realised something that has always been in my face.
4) i've not been talking to dee for the past week or so. (she was supposed t have came t school today!)
5) the purple cushionings i want for my nano is OUT OF STOCK.
6) i cannot do anything about the above, maybe except for number 4 and perhaps 5.

shawn's a real joy, best accompany i ever had. now i just need t fill him up, and find those PURPLE :D cushionings for him, which was RWAR. out of stock. ):

farewell preparations begin. oh man, i hate this shit.

i'm suffering from MEGA depression.