sigh

nick's letter came timely, thankyou nick.

life is a campaign not a battle,
and has its defeats as well as its victories.

sigh. it's so pleasing to know that i'm the only girl in my class to be down for selfstudy programme, and that i'm in the same league as daryl chia and company (no offense). maybe i'm one of the examples that LCM talked about, thsoe who study but still fail. i have no idea whether it is because i ALWAYS do last minute studying, or whether i'm just plain dumb. but it hurts pretty badly, it just makes you feel very helpless and demoralised.

but as eliza says, there's still hope for salvation. so yes, i have to pick myself up again, psycho myself that i'm the smartest person in the entire world. HOHOHO. zzz. and prove yr asses upside down, esp that LCM. BISH.

i dont know why i look forward to coming home now, after school. i used to stay out as late as possible, but now i'm like rushing to get home. =# and toptop prize irritates the shit out of me. and i want to eat tomyam yongtaufoo tmrw for break. and i dont know why all i can think about this few days is food, it's like food's motivating me to live on. zzz. i live to eat. that sounds damn sad.

so my ambition is like being more of an unrealistic dream. just go to hell luh. i'm tired of all this shitzZz.

so yes, everyone be happy. i'll be back to bitch again. and thankyou for all the tags on my tagboard? i'm not someone who replies tags. =# i initially thought of removing the tagboard, since it's not fair to the people who tagged. then i thought it'd be harder t leave a msg for me, since im' not online half the time. so i'll just leave it there. i'll reply occasionally.

but sorry, today is just one of my bad days.