Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you
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so someone pangseh-ed me tday. qy was nice enough t walk me t the busstop. and he took 74 in the end (: nessa, jane, qy and i were playin bridge on the bus! hahaha. bridge :D qy was a gentlemaaan! hahaha he let jane sit and he stood up instead. good job dude ! haha.
i failed my first bio test. its not surprising, really. i was just thinking of how everyone will go like, "aiyah, sure fail one la the test". then when the test comes back and they really fail, they get super dejected. actually, i'm just speaking for myself. i wasnt expecting much, but when i saw the mark, i was still affected. i almost cried, which is so unlike me. i thought i was immuned t failing tests. i've been failing like everything since forever. it kinda woke me up, but yeah, i'm still typing here on a weeknight. so... so ? haha.
brandon passed a comment the other day during gp, and i'm still stuck onto it. he said this, "kids are all borned selfish. if you dont teach them t share their toys, they never will." i thought it was quite true. then i started t wonder. are all the moral values eg integrity, compassion blabla, something that belongs to our conscience, or are all these sorta like drilled into us since young. like, we cant lie because its wrong, we cant steal because its wrong. but why is it exactly wrong? it is stuff like that, that we accept so readily, we dont even bother to think about it. so thats why i sometimes think that the society is changing some of us into just.. robots. someone who just do the right thing because he/she is told to do so, and not because we know why we have to do this. we dont have a mind of our own.
(am i making sense) i honestly do not know. but i just thought it was quite sad that we have t be taught how to share, how to care, how to love. i dont know. =#
ac's been good to me. i've been blessed by a wonderful class comprising of verynice classmates (: i hope everything's going fine for all of you (:
i still miss cj from time to time. but somehow, this so called "missing" has became a part of my life. so life still has to go on. spraining my ankle again, really reminds me of first three months. it sorta brought haine closer tgh, since the two boys and two girls had no choice but to walk slow with me. (: and that was how "unfeeling" came about, that was how many things started. those were the days.
i miss eliza's laughter.
i miss whining t iris.
i miss crapping with nick/alrik.
i miss bitching with dee.
i miss chatting with brian.
i miss bridge-ing/taitee-ing with t25.
i miss yao ):
but ac has been good to me. i've met so many wonderful people. oh well. my mind's like flooded with thoughts again, its one of those.... days. and i just cant release it out ! rwarrr. but like, hang in there people !
i'm wearing my cj pe attire. (: so comfy.. but the shorts are like flared out, EVER SINCE I LENT NICK (SEXYLEGS) MY SHORTS? haha.
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simeng bio test ROCKKED! i did so badly. hahaah ty for being theree (: you also better slp early and stop coming online! hahaha.
brian i dont know whens' our next meeeting! must tell me story la. i dont even see you online anymore ? too busy dating la wth! i cant believe you used dating! ahahahah. did jane see AHEMS? i cant rmb what i want t tell you leh. HAHAHA. but ya.. i very tired. i waso nly in town for awhile. hahaha. VERY CLOSE LEH. LIDO AND WHEELOCK! A()^$_&*_*
audrey haha ahello! yah i sprained it again! during pe. hahaah nothing t do with being a hero !
seetoh i haven been reading ! so sad. hahaha. eh sorry i didnt reply you just now? i was away !
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