harp

today was my first harp performance, not that i performed, but i was like there. we looked like shit, but it was kinda fun. we created quite a scene since we had to charter get this right, SBS BUS. cuz only their doors are wide enough for the harps to get in. so we went to the national cancer center, it was quite freaky and sad ): but i'm sure we brought a lot of joy to the patients there ! and moving the harps are defo not easy. my arms are aching and i got this blueblack on my hand. )): but i can say the harp ensem bonded more and i feel closer to the members. we had dinner at dover after that. we were all tired, but i'm sure we gained a lot. hurray t harp! (: and like i cn finally play the harp (:

this week's destined to be a bad one. screw everything. its like, so dampening. and like i feel so.. i dont know. but.. tmrw/next week will be a better one!

and i so badly wanted to go for passion ac. or maybe this is Your way of telling me i'm not ready. but oh well. i guess everything happens for a reason.